Malakye...that is my 4month old sons name. I am all alone I need help. I can barely keep my head above water. I have been on the computer and in the library desperatly tring to find an answer to my prayers. I need money. I can't afford daycare so I can't work as much as I would like to. My own family won't help me. I don't know what to do. Sometimes I think about putting my baby up for adoption and just killing myself just to make things go away... I know that sounds horrible but I love my son too much to just leave him to deal with or anything alone. But I just don't know how I am going to get through the next day. Please if there is anyone out there who sees this message please respond with something possitive. I need it!!!
Ayea524@yahoo.com
